25 Apr 2013


Last night was awesome. I’ve never had a Happy Birthday helium balloon in my life before and my friends actually bought one for me.

Too many gifts were received yesterday. From my colleagues, to Azri’s friends, to my friends. Too many people to thank so much for giving me a lot of care. I am really touched.

Pizza Hut with my friends was great as its been awhile since we last hang out together in a group. I really miss us a lot. Sigh.

Shall have more of this soon. Only time will tell.

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24 Apr 2013


Wow. It’s been awhile since I last update my blog. Haha!

Married life has been great so far. Still got a lot to learn and understand. But every night, it’s always nice to have some warmth from your love. Something to look forward to after a crazy day at work.

Work. Is just work. My mission now is to just start work and end on time. Rare to stay back after office hours. Gah. Oh well.

A few more days till my 25th. I can’t wait. The plan is to just spend time with my husband. The following day and the day after is my bachelorette party with my sisters. Excited much about that week.

Count down starts now!


It’s less than a month more till my big day. Excited yet nervous at the same time. A few more tasks to complete and we are done with the preparation. Hurhur.

Been tired lately. Work, spending time at my new house and also shopping for the stuff. Heh.

Sorry all. Will try to update more 🙂


Just watched Tentang Dhia. I’m still crying over the ending. Sigh. Sad.

I’m just thinking about myself. What if, I can’t have a child? What if there are some hurdles I’ve to go through.

And yes. I love Sufian a lot. And if there is a choice between him having a second wife or a divorce, I chose him to be happy with the other. Because if I’m to die first, I still have the other wife to take care of him. Sigh.

I don’t know if this is an appropriate entry or not. But yeah. I just think I should just rant.

Sufian is currently out with his friends. He told me I can just call him up. But who would want to invade. Gah. But the thing is, he don’t even bother to text me. At all.

Thanks yeah.


Weekends are here soon. Omg. And again almost every single day I’m meeting Sufian. But I’m loving it.

Even though he got other plans, he still make time to meet me. Same goes for me. Rawr!

Today’s Friday. Meeting up for dinner with Eunice and Emmi. Hmm. Can’t wait to meet Eunice. It’s been awhile. Haha.

Work has been a struggle as always. But work is work, true? Hmm. I don’t know man. Should I change job? I feel like doing it. I’m not happy there. I’m just dragging ny feet to work. I used to be happy. Sigh.

My working life is complicated. I love my working colleagues because we helped each other. I love the people I recruited because we have a certain bond. But work pile gets higher. And its never never. My environment is not tidy. Gah. I don’t know. I really don’t.

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