I’m back from my Lankgawi trip with my family. Somehow, I wish to drown myself there.
I will update more about my trip soon. I hope. Too many things happened. Site visits too much too remember. And food. Yes. Galore. I have to exercise starting next week.
Photos will be uploaded in a week’s time. I hope.
I can’t wait to visit Atuk’s grave. I love him. I really do.
Atuk has been hospitalised since Monday, right? He is not getting any better. But I hope that he will still be here when my family and I are back from our vacation. =)
Sufian met me today. Yeah. He was on night duty the night before and only end work around 1300, today. Yet he met me after work. =D
I really miss him.
And will definitely miss him more when I’m off to Langkawi. Will only be back on Friday night or maybe Saturday. Hmm. But I have already registered myself for the Pay as you Roam under M1, so I can call him up and he can also call me up. Heh. Can’t wait for that. Then if I’m back, I will meet him on Saturday if I get back on Friday, and if not, on Sunday after he ends work at 1800.
Hee.
Okay. I want to watch the Simpsons now. Till 5am. Haha. Good night to all of you.
Sunday
It was a great date with Sufian. Somehow relaxing though Sufian was on duty the night before and ended around 0800 the next morning. =)
Monday
Sufian was sweet enough to accompany me for dinner at Popeye’s. Yup. We heard that Century Square has a new outlet. So we tried it out. BUT there were so many people. Sigh. Then decided to cancel the plan. He went to get his hair cut. And then.
We asked his parents if we can take a drive of the car. So, when we had that chance, we drove to Changi Airport Terminal 3 and had our Popeyes there! I was definitely satisfied with the meal. Haha.
Thanks for the drive. =)
Tuesday
I visited my grandfather who was warded at NUH since Monday. Yup. He seems to be getting well. But still unsure. Sigh. Went there with parents and Hijri. On the way home, I slept in the car like seriously tired like mad. =(
Wednesday
Last minute plan to meet Sufian. We had our dinner at Burger King. After which we just had our little chats about everything under my block. Somehow, I find that I feel better after some topics are let out. Haha. It’s like off my chest. Pfft.
But after a few minutes ago, I regret it.
We had a telephone conversation just now. About marriage. Yeah. What the hell. We are definitely NOT ready to get married. And I will definitely NOT going to talk about marriage ever to him till he is more understanding. I know, we are young. But the way he intepret it, it somehow insult me? Yeah. So I said “It’s best not to talk about it. I regret to share this with you.” And he said “Here it goes. Argh. I want to watch tv now.” “Ok.” And I just hang up.
Now, he’s at Uncle’s. Like. What. The. Fuck.
Honestly, I regret that topic. I really do. But I’m not going to apologize to him till he do it. 6 years of togetherness, but when he explain to me, he sucks. He know nuts about marriage, I agree. But, I don’t know. He could at least say something polite and not go and ignore my feelings.
For now, I’ll just keep mom. I don’t know what to think of him. It just hurts to think of what his opinion about the whole marriage thing. Gah.
Monday
Sufian will be getting a surgery sometime next month or in December. Sigh. His right knee is completely tear. And need surgery soon. That’s what the doctor told him. He won’t be skateboarding for awhile. And yeah, have to learn to walk all over again after the surgery. But of course, it’s for the better. =) I will definitely support him all the way.
So after work, I met up with him at Pasir Ris interchange and we walked down to Downtown East E!Hub to watch 500 Days of Summer. Kind of nice. Yet boring? Haha. But at least we managed to catch a movie together after so long of not watching.
The movie ended around 9.30? I think so. So we walked back to my house. Along the way, we were just so quiet. Heh. Like so awkward. And I did the most unexpected thing ever. We were just holding hands while walking, and I just stopped at my tracks, pulled him towards me and I just kissed him. =)
He was so shocked. That after that few seconds of kiss, we resumed to walking. And he kept on smiling at me and said “Wow.”
=D
That’s our day together.
Tuesday
I visited Shaiful again at NUH. He’s already wide awake. Heh. We chatted with his other family members. All asked me why Sufian didn’t come with me. Hehe. That’s because Sufian will only be picking me up after my visit.
I really enjoyed the time spend with Shaiful’s family. They are all so funny and able to bring up just about any topics. The mother said that I’m too friendly and talkative, surely there are other guys who wants to get to know me. Pfft. Of course. But I’m only being faithful to Sufian. Haha. The mom is seriously like my mother. =)
Sufian arrived around 9.00pm. He waited at the Drop-Off point for me. I was definitely happy to see him. Sufian drove to East Coast Park and we went to MacDonald’s Drive-Thru. Had our McSpicy at the carpark. You can call it our mini picnic in the car. Haha! But it was really a nice experience with him.
We went home around 11.30pm. Lucky my Mom didn’t nagged at me.
Wednesday & Thursday
It was just a normal day at work. But I was sick. Still sick. Because I didn’t have enough rest since Saturday. Due to the fact that I went out with Sufian and coming home late, waking up early. So I’m sick. Having the fever and flu now. =(
And Sufian actually wanted to meet me yesterday but he was confined. And today, he had a turnout, so he got back to his headquater late. So, yeah. If you notice, Sufian has been meeting me frequently right? Haha. I noticed it since Monday. So I asked him why. And he just misses me. But I’m just so scared. And yes, he knows what I was thinking. So he asked me “Are you afraid I might just disappear?” Yes. You never know right? Well, let’s just wait and see, shall we?
So far, he’s been good to me. I really like the way he is. Been updating me about his turnout. Fire breakout. And what’s not. And yesterday, I called him around 9pm but he didn’t picked up. And then he called me at 11pm, apologizing to me because he has fallen fast asleep. His voice was so cute lor. =D Really sounded sleepy. Hehe.
tmr and Saturday, he can wake up late because he works from 6pm to 8am. Heh. When he’s excited, I’m excited as well. He’s as shagged as me. So he deserve the time to wake up later than usual. =)
And on Sunday, I’m going out with him! Yayness! Can’t wait to meet my Sufian!
Oh. And my work! Gosh. I think it’s getting worst. Sigh. MP appeal letter with my name on it. What the hell. I hope that the MP won’t track me down and ask me questions. I know. My mistake. Sigh. But should’nt have gone to complain to the MP. Hurhur. I am so dead by my agency. Seriously. First time, MP letter with my name, Ms Nadiah. =S
Okay, I’ve taken panadols! Need to sleep so that on Sunday I will have the energy to go out on a date!
Saturday
Earlier in the day, Sufian was so pissed off because none of his brothers wanted to admit about damaging his semi acoustic guitar. So he got all mad that he crashes his guitar into pieces before meeting me. So Sufian came over my house to taste my sup tulang cooked by my mom. He spend some quality time with my family especially with the little kids. Yes. All 3 of them. And then, his mood just changed because the kids and I really cheered him up. =)
After coming over to my house, we went over to his house next. His house was having the Hari Raya open house. Though I’ve already paid his parents a visit, I don’t mind coming back for a second time. Haha. Had beef and chicken steak cooked by his dad. And his relatives came over. Gosh. Really so awkward because I wasn’t wearing any traditional clothes at all. Just a simple dress. Haha. But nevermind.
From there, we just spend our quality time together. And, around 8.30pm we went to NUH to pay a visit to Shaiful. Yeah, he got admitted after having a heatstroke from the ERS training. I was really shocked to get a call from his father and then a text from his younger brother to ask us to visit Shaiful who was then in a coma. I think it was the 3rd day.
We only managed to see Shaiful around 11.00. We really waited for the doctor to finish examining him. And when Sufian and I went to the ICU of his, it was just silence. You know, I actually asked Sufian if he don’t mind letting me hold Shaiful’s hand. And he don’t. =) Then I just couldn’t help myself. But to stroke his hair. Talked to him for awhile. Then I cried. I really thanked Sufian for being there for me. Shaiful is really a great friend to me. And he knows that I really cared so much about him.
Sufian and I finally made a move from NUH about 11.40? I think so. We were really so shagged from the visit. Pitied Sufian. He had to keep himself awake from driving. =)
That was how we spend our Monthsary. And I love it.
Sunday
I couldn’t sleep well because I was thinking about Shaiful the whole night. Like what ifs. Woke Sufian up at 11.00am. And he picked me up from my house and we went to Singapore Expo Metro Sale. Hehe. I bought some items for myself. Then we went to Bugis and window shopped for awhile. After that head down to Downtown East, but the timing of the show wasn’t right enough for us. So we just hanged out in the car by sleeping. I sleep better with Sufian around me.
Picked up his mom and send her off to work and after that, we went to visit Shaiful. Bought a gift for him. And you know what? He finally opened his eyes.
Though he is still in ICU and not stable, he can hear and feel our touch. So I introduced him my boyfriend, Sufian. =) Because they never met each other before but heard stories of each other. Heh. I stroked his hair like how I did yesterday. And held onto his hands. I was just so glad that he finally wakes up from his coma. Hopefully tmr is a better day for him.
After about 15 minutes in there, Sufian and I chatted with Shaiful’s family members and asked how I know him. Heh. Honestly, we met through Facebook and coincidentally in NYP and taking FYP, opposite blocks. Haha. So we met up one day. And ta-dah. We just clicked. Of course there’s no special thing between us because I basically talked to him about Sufian or other guys and he will talked about this girl he likes or we just have random conversations. Sufian also knows about Shaiful because I talked to him about him. Heh.
It was weird chatting with the family. But after awhile I was used to it. Hehe. Around 9.30 we finally decided to go home. And in the car, Sufian told me I was so noisy. Haha. Chatted like no one’s business with the family but he don’t mind it at all. Haha. So yeah. Heck. I don’t care. I’m just glad that Shaiful still knows me. =D
Maybe Tuesday I’ll visit him. Tmr I’m just going to watch a movie with Sufian, I think. Hehe.
I’m tired now. I’m sleeping soon.
I just want to say Thank you to Sufian for taking me almost every where. And for being understanding when I was being all caring towards Shaiful.=) He said that he is happy to get a nice, caring and sweet girlfriend like me. hahahahaha. Okay.
Well, I’m glad to hear that actually. I love you so much though you’re a pain in the ass. =D
